Whenever I speak to Mitch on the phone, which is daily lately, I try to remain detached...I try to just acknowledge the presence of 'that special pouch in my heart', the one that would always love him...and nothing more.
Reaching for it never brings about good feelings.
And I'm tired of being sad. It's getting quite pathetic.
I just hope your present spell of loneliness doesn't generate a weakness at the wrong part of your heart. As they say 'Steter Tropfen höhlt den Stein' or 'Many little strokes fell big oaks'.
ReplyDeleteYou did the right things at the right time and went down the right path. It's not your fault at all that you are in a difficult position which makes you sad. You are fighting like a lioness to get to a happier place and there is nothing pathetic about all that.