I'm currently in a city I had once told myself I never will return to, kissing and holding a man I thought I was done loving. I have house chores and repairs to deal with plans in the air due to lack of capital, but overall there is more direction in my life than there was before. Shambhala was a ball, but I spent most of it missing him and our child. I came home to find that instead of doing the laundry and moping the floor he had rearranged my shelves and cupboards. Now I'm staring at his mess of an apartment wondering what to do with myself. I'm ready for his family's meddling, but I'm at peace.
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