Scorpio

The events of the past year have lead me to ponder on the nature of romantic commitment and what it really takes to create a family. They have led to a lot of growth in my ability to discern through what turns out to be nothing more than mere infatuation and have forced me to focus on what it is I really want. A lot of the emotional heat I felt had resulted from a sense of deficit exacerbated by my social withdrawal... perhaps it was a way for my brain to cope with the amount of loss I had been struggling with. It's easy to get lost in romantic optimism and lust. It's fantastic distraction!

With a mind obsessed with patterns, it would make sense that I would seek some sort of pan-ultimate in asshole after asshole hoping for that bloody fantastic Disney moment. Failing to realize no good was to come from me committing the same bloody mistake after the other.